breif start to something new

okay, so things are changing, that's natural, as time goes on people change, places change... as for girls, well they come and go, but each time they go its like a small piece of me goes with them, so after every breakup I feel less complete than before, but then at the same time other pieces add on, new Friends, new opportunities, liefs a balance, a very fine balance between good and bad, karma.

sometimes, like now, I just wanna be held and loved, sounds soppy but I dont care, we all need some affection sometimes, ah I hate this feeling of being loved but not feeling it, anyone get that?